Hello peeps!
I woke up this morning with a thought - more like a question to myself: what the hell am I doing?
I just quit a steady job, with a good wage and I am about to throw away a life in a safe and stable country to go traveling on my own to places I don't know.
Hence the question - WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING???
I know I am following my heart on this. I am doing something I really want to do - but it is the biggest and scariest thing I have ever done!
Me, on the road like a hobo, sleeping in hostels and sharing facilities with at least another 3 people, not always girls! Me of all people - those who know me must be wondering if I haven't lost my mind.
But despite the cold sweat this morning, it feels good when I am talking about my plan. It males me smile. It makes me immune to the stress at work. Even my dad gave me the thumbs ups today - he has definitely lost his mind that one!
So I will look at all this scariness right in the eye and embrace it. Because I think it means I am alive. And it is always a bit scary to be alive.
Well that - and put together a bullet proof escape plan in case everything goes wrong so I can get back home in one piece. Thank you BA :)
I am smiling again. So it must be good :)
But despite the cold sweat this morning, it feels good when I am talking about my plan. It males me smile. It makes me immune to the stress at work. Even my dad gave me the thumbs ups today - he has definitely lost his mind that one!
So I will look at all this scariness right in the eye and embrace it. Because I think it means I am alive. And it is always a bit scary to be alive.
Well that - and put together a bullet proof escape plan in case everything goes wrong so I can get back home in one piece. Thank you BA :)
I am smiling again. So it must be good :)